Here I Cry, I Smile, My spot awhile. No one knows But bucks and does What or where, I do there. On a path of gravel Through woods I travel Walking on demented dreams, Lamenting the closed unseen. Beautiful ways and things I told her Now blocked by rock and boulders Keep secret the swamp’s cretin swallow, Hiding memories eaten hollow. Forest fawns shy by who mirror silliness Far too silent to hear her prettiness On paths pushed broken dark and done, Then trees open to grassy meadows alight with sun! As I along fragrant towers Go by gold and red flowers The bees hum, A Love lost of. I pause for purples looming But often brush by blues blooming Unscented wishes, Forgotten kisses. Snakes turn to fairies As they escape the prairies Of my poisoned mind, There a cure to find. My thoughts unsaid Trail out my head For me to heal and face, All at this hidden place.